it’s almost been a year on my own. everything changed so fast. i remember things like they were yesterday. i think of you before i sleep. i think of you when i wake up. i think of you when i see myself. i think positive as much as i can, but it is hard. i miss you a lot. i don’t feel confident anymore. it’s hard to go out in public alone. i don’t see the future anymore, and with poor memory i no longer remember dreams at all. i don’t think i am the same anymore, and i don’t feel like drawing or taking photos, or being good at anything. i know i’ve got to be patient, and still i’ll try my hardest. they say things like; “there are a lot of people out there” and “people change, it’s just life”.. You and I had gone through many changes in life, growing together. I thought we were infinite, i thought our love was real. Guess i just thought wrong.